Wednesday, October 17

ay ay captain!

I So yeah, I'm waiting at the LCCT with 4 other crew members. I'm going on board soon, so soon. Not sure whether it is today or tomorrow. Waiting for the plane to fly to Kota Kinabalu, will sign on there. Here I'm with my first captain Bima, Pumpman, Engine cadet Headiel, and AB epul. well, everything was smooth, up to now. can't wait!

Wednesday, October 3

into the sea

Hola, creatures.

Just received a call this morning from Global Carrier Berhad, it was supposed to be on the day before but I off my phone after working hours, so the good news only received today. 
They accepted me as their Shipboard Practical Cadet. Hoyeah for that. Alhamdulillah, at last. 
Maybe this is an advanced birthday present. Luckily I only have to sign-on on 15th, not before my birthday. But it's sad knowing that I can't celebrate Raya Haji at home this year. Well, future is more important right.I need to complete my 12 months seatime, that's what I'm going to do. Please wish me luck.

                                           Hello future!


Monday, October 1


October !
i'm glad you came,
been waiting for you

you don't need to be good to me;
i'll be good to myself 


oh yeah, birthday is coming too.
i'm gonna put a wishlist.

Thursday, September 27


I'm done waiting;

you ain't worth a thing.

 Don't steal my happiness away;

for i will not wait or stay

Oh, I won't, wait in silence;

i want to be free from your violence

Please leave me alone

and don't go over my zone

Don't ever come back
don't  even  think  about  it

Sunday, September 23


I'm into Twitter recently.
easier to stalk you.
 Anyone would like to follow, mine is @nabilanadzeri. 
one of my favourite tweet that means so much to me is

I pretend not to see you
and you pretend not to see me 

just to avoid from being awkward 

when we stare at each other.

p/s: love

Saturday, September 15

Whisper to me

How do I ask her to come back to meAfter I told her goodbyeHow do I love her so desperatelyAnd for so long I pushed her for sideHow do I walk back into her lifeWhen I'm the one who walked out on herHow do I ask her, to see me againI told her that I wasn't sure, We could be friends 
God can you whisper, in her earAnywhere on the way to her carBefore the wind blows her too farAway from my heartCan you whisper in her earAnytime while she laying on her bedCan you tell her everything that I've saidEverthing that I've SaaaidOh OuHummmm
How do i try and explain everythingNothing I said seems to fitOhhh NooHow do I get her to pick up the phoneBaby how did we ever get like thisTell me what kind of man, lets love slips awayAnd leave such a good thing behindHold in my hand pressed(lalala)Praying to find, a way to fill in this hole I have inside
God can you whisper, in her earAnywhere on the way to her carBefore the wind blows her too farAway from my heartCan you whisper in her earAnytime while she's laying on her bedCan you tell her everthing that I've saidEverything that I've SaaaidYeeeeahh
OOhOuuuuuuuu, Can you whisperOOOOOuuu, How can you talk to herCan you talk to her, Ooowouu Yeeah, Can yoouUuU,WhispeeeeeerCan you, Whispeeer, OuowuOWow Hmmmm

p/s:I'm helpless when 
I'm with you. S

Wednesday, September 12

salam 'alaik

 since we're still in syawal, I hope it's not too late for me untuk mengucapkan 
maaf zahir & batin

 this is the picture of my brother and my sister in-law on their akad nikah day which I can't remember exactly the date, I wasn't there anyway. It was before Ramadhan.

anak2 dara before berangkat

 geng2 convoi vespa for the wedding

papah, me and tam lin (papah's mom)

newly-formed siblings by law
so, I wish you welcome to our family, kak Eyza!

maybe the groom is a little too big, we can't see the bride from this angle. hehe. sorry terkutuk

on your wedding,
Semoga bahagia hingga ke anak cucu cicit.
tak sabaq nak ada anak menakan. hoho.

p/s: from    the  gorgeous     adik .

men should never lie to women as they always trust them no matter what.
women should not always tell the truth as men never really cares.

by the time a woman finds out that he lied, it will be hard for her to trust him again.
if they never asks, don't bother to tell everything except the important ones only.

p/s: i'm gonna start to
write again..

Sunday, May 13


i shouldn't have fall in love again. it hurts each time. 

Monday, April 16


I act differently around different people.
 Mind you, I’m not fake. I just have my own comfort zone.
That’s why I only can completely be myself when 
I’m with people I’m comfortable with.

I'm just being ME, and I don't see anything wrong with that.

Saturday, April 7


sometimes the person you hate the most at first, can turn out to be your good friend - never judge before knowing them

You know, I have this one guy who I hated for like a very long time, and that was before I get to know him.It was since the first time I met him and the hatred gained each times. He's such the most annoying guy I've ever seen, and everybody was like supporting me. He was such a cavalier.

Awkwardly, he is now my GOOD friend, like a very good one. I don't know since when, but he turned out to be so nice with me. At first it was such a bizarre. I thought he has the ulterior motives. Everybody was like thinking that we are flirting, but hey, no way I'm flirting with a guy like him. I'm just being nice to someone who is extra nice to me. Anyway, I am not dating him, and will never, trust me. He's like a good friend of mine. 

Anyhow, thanks M.

Thursday, March 15


I don't like to wait and to be waited.

If you are ahead of me, keep going. 
Don't wait for me, I'll never expect you to.
I will try my best to catch you up,
and maybe I will go beyond you....
If you are behind of me, go faster.
 Don't expect me to wait for you, I would not.
 Keep going until you reach me ,
and maybe someday you can get ahead of me....

But, I would not let it happen.

Saturday, January 7


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I'm missing something up here....

oh yeah, ,

I'm missing U