sedar tak sedar, tahun 2009 dah nak berakhir. banyak benda dah jadi and banyak juga yg aku belajar tahun ni. mungkin tahun ni tahun pemberontakan aku kot. almaklumlah umur dah 16. waktu2 macam ni la nak mengganas pn kan? well actually, tak puas lagi jadi budak 16 tahun. banyak lagi benda nak buat tapi tak kesampaian. but its okay, 17 pon okay what?! haha. mulalah nak merancang benda2 pelik nih. azam untuk 2010 ada banyaakkkkk sangattttt smpai tak tertaip. nanti la tulis lain. nak kena wat list dulu. hmm, tahun ni aku jadi jahattt sangat. korang takkan dapat bayang apa yg aku dah buat. macam-macam.
-i want to change myself - i need to - i have to-
kalau sblm 2009 aku tak-penah-ada-bf , tapi tahun ni berbeza. 2009 berakhir dengan 3 ex-boyfies . starting bulan july. terukkan aku? boyfies aku lagi teruk kott??haha. well, at least aku ada experience. tak kesah la korang nak cakap apa pn. aku mmg cepat bosan. usually, i get bored after one or two weeks couple. depends on how they treat me. first boyfie, nazreen shah - he's now (boleh dikatakan) my best friend. selalu chat. and if i had probs pn, i can tell him. and yang paling best, i dont have to act like a gadis ayu lagi depan dia. i can show my true colour. no offence. 2nd boyfie, ahmad syahmi. actually i fall for him when he called and sang a song for me -while playing his guitar- do you know how much i lovee guitar? i thought he's the perfect guy for me. but after a few months, i started to think how much longer we both can survive ? he is soo sweet - no doubt- i dont know why i asked for break up. at 1st, dia pujuk but then keesokan harinya he's the one yg nak clash pulak. huh. i felt like i was used. whatever. then camna tah bleh couple balik and clash after two days. bila dah single, start la nak flirt dgn org lain kan? i've met macam2 jenis boy.skandal? tak terkira kot. penah skali tuh, sampai 5 org skaligus. lantak lah. crita lama. and the lastttt one, my new boyfie aka the third one -ahmad nabil- he is the perfect guy yg aku nak kn sblm nih.our relationship currently not really good. having some probs. seriously, aku tak tawu apa status kitorang. tadi dia send msg but aku xda krdit nk rply. nnti la after reload bru aku rply. and hell yess, i do love him damn much. just wait and see, am i gonna celebrate new year as single or taken.
nothing much i wanna tell you guys about my family. but drastically, my brother, najmi has proven to my dad that he can do works and sooner or later, going to take over my dad's company that is MNG Electrical. mommy is doing okay but she kept sakit2 badan, lenguh2, maybe sebab byk buat kerja. anak2nya kan malas especially me. huhu. my dad pulak okay je dengan his new garden. wahh, garden dkt rumah ni dah byk brubah oke. hasil kerja my dad and his brilliant idea. he loves gardening. my sister ? asyik dgn aliff mikael diaa jaa. p mana2 pn dgn aliff. oopss, aliff bukan bf dia ok. i mean, her new dslr camera. sony alpha 300 kot. and her friends pangil dia alpharian. my little brother-nabil- is getting naughtier day by day. susah betul nak advice dia. hishh budak nihh. that's all about my family for this year.
awal2 tahun, i was an asmarian - a proudly one - i hate the school, at first je. but after kluar, i miss it damn muchh! especially me besties, liyana-farah-bahiyah-wani-ida and semua lahh. currently studying at mjsc taiping aka maresmart. i hatteee it. normal la kan. sapa yg suka sekolah? if anyone does, i shall say he is a geek. jeez. pointer awal tahun, 3.21 sama dgn abdul wafiy. 2nd sem, dpt 3.40 sma dgn nabil fikri @ sexy beast. hmm.. malas la nak study. homework tak siap tapi dok update blog. apa nak jadi. next year, spm. pray for me k? i'll try my best utk dapatkn result cmrlang.
last but not least,
dah taktaw nak tulis apa actually. haha.
maybe lepas nih dah tak slalu update blog kot. yala,dah nama pn bdk mrsm. stay hostel laah, apa lagi.
let's start a new year as a new life. past is past.
mcm org kata : yesterday is history, tomorrow is mystery but today is a gift, that's why it is called present.
apa kena mengena?haha
Live with no excuses and love with no regrets