I'm sitting here at this computer but I don't know what to do. Not because of lack of creativity. No, I have a great imagination. It's just because I have so many different emotions running through me, I don't know where to start. I'm surrounded by people but I feel as if I'm standing alone in the pouring rain. I don't want to get wet, but it kinda feels good. I'm lonely because I push people away before they get too close to me, though I still have many friends. But no one's texting me right now. So what do I write when all I feel like doing is smashing the keyboard into the moniter? I'm drowning in the rain.